Hold onto your seat because this is the film you’ve all been waiting for, a movie about an English DJ in Spain who falls for his manic pixie dream girl. She dies, so he takes an experimental drug to allow him to have lucid dreams where he can be with her. It’s an after-life rom-com.
This movie is like Jessica Jones season 1, but if Kilgrave was the main character and didn’t realise he was a villain. It’s like no one making the film understood that a guy who has god-like powers to shape reality, whose continued interest in you is literally the only thing keeping you from oblivion, and who, if you start to show your own sentience, will literally delete emotions and memories from you, is the stuff of women’s nightmares. This guy is a monster.
It is really hard to talk about the characters in this movie, because there is really only one character in this movie, the main guy, Nicolas. You never actually meet Daniela. She is only shown as a smiling, glowing memory that makes him feel good about himself, and then as his projection of something to fulfil his desires in his dreams. Who she actually is without him is something we never see, and the writer doesn’t think is important to show.
There are secondary characters who pop in and out to help Nicolas with his problems, but like Daniela, they are just there to serve his drives. This is true across everyone and everything, both in his waking and dream worlds, until even his wildest dreams of constant and immediate wish-fulfillment start to dissatisfy him. What I took away from the film was how profoundly lonely and empty it is to see yourself as the only real person, and other people as only existing as tools for you to use to fulfil your wants and needs.
Nicolas doesn’t use the drug as directed, instead spending longer and longer in the dreamworld with Daniela, until Daniela eventually gains true sentience. Whereupon she starts to annoy, bore or defy him, so he just speeds up, skips or deletes her inconvenient self-expressions. And the film conveys none of the horror of that, or suggests that there might be anything morally questionable about Nicolas’s actions. At one point, Daniela tries to leave him for her ex, and he fully deletes the memory of her ex from her, and commands her to love only him.
Having said my piece about all that, what else is there to say about this film? The writing is bad, the dialogue is constantly stating the obvious, and then repeating it several times, as though it thinks the audience is too stupid to keep up. The main character takes so fucking long to work out what is happening with the lucid dreaming stuff, I mean it’s the premise of the movie and it takes ages to get going. There are parts that are supposed to funny and just aren’t.
I think the main lead doesn’t help. I spent the first half-hour wondering if the writing was bad or he was just bad, but the answer is both. He is hair-pullingly melodramatic, daytime soap opera levels of reactions. When he’s not doing that, if the scene doesn’t have a dramatic incident, he is flat, looking like he’s lost interest in what’s going on as much as I have.
If you are looking for a film at the festival that shows people dealing with grief and retreating into their own psyche, watch My Dead Friend Zoe. If you wanna see a movie about how to process trauma, move on and change and grow, don’t watch this film, because the main character doesn’t really do any of that.
I am aware this has been a particularly bitchy review on my part, but if I have an excuse, it’s the narcissism that runs through this movie like a stick of rock.





